What does grace feel like?
-Like being with someone whom you feel completely loved and accepted by; you feel safe. In the same instant that you realize you are intimately known, you also rest secure as you are immeasurably treasured.
Ahh, the intimacy of grace. The grand abandonment of pretension or hesitancy. The wonder of acceptance and security and belonging.
This is the reality of our relationship with God.
He does not look on us with furrowed brow, scrutinizing today’s worthiness of our life. He does not tally our sins nor our goodness, as if to add to some grand ledger which determines our merit in his eyes.
In the laughter of his affection, in the tenderness of his love, he invites us to come near. He welcomes us with a knowing smile, seeing the likeness of Himself that is still in raw form. His warmth and gentleness inspires our affection; our affection spawns new and greater growth and conformity to His will. And the special hiding place of fellowship with him is a respite from life in a broken world.
What does grace feel like?
-It is words of forgiveness and healing, spoken in quiet, firm assurance that chases away our fear of getting what we know we deserve. It is affirmation instead of accusation. It is covenant instead of condemnation. And it produces in me courage, inspiration, and a passion to live and love as God desires.
This grace doesn’t deny reality; it defies reality. For I know what I deserve is so different than what God gives me. Yet this is what makes it grace.
And so, God, I cry out in gratitude and longing—how can I articulate my joy and thanksgiving? When I know so well the depravity of my heart and the neediness of my soul, you whisper your encouragement of sweet acceptance and assurance!
Grace.
It feels amazing!
Hi Elaine! Thanks so much for your encouraging post! It reminds me a lot of what I just listened to yesterday and I simply have to share it: http://www.desiringgod.org/resource-library/ask-pastor-john/how-do-i-know-if-i-m-being-disciplined-by-god. God's inviting grace and overwhelming kindness that melts a cold, stone heart unto repentance.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the great link, Jean! Great (4 minute) reminder of God's grace in his discipline (trials) ---love the description of God's kindness after our sin that John Piper brought out!
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